based upon a shiur given By HaRav Yoshe Ber Soloveichik Z"TL
úøâà úàø÷ðå øôñ úàø÷ð äìéâî
The Megillah is called a book and it is also called a letter.

úøâà is simply a chronicle or a record of events whose excellence consists of
 honest, objective and precise recording.  Subjective coloring and slanting of events
 or the criticism of certain events or facts in a chronicle are unpardonable from the
 standpoint of a historian.  The shibboleth of úøâà as a chronicle, as a historical
 narration is úîà.  The úîà of the úøâà is the type which the äëìä expects in court
 from all witnesses in any case of litigation or court proceeding.  The truthfulness of
 the ãò is of a descriptive, matter-of-fact nature conceived with exact and impartial
 observation.  The introductory phrase ùåøåùçà éîéá éäéå has, if seen in the context of
 úøâà, of a chronicle, just a descriptive meaning.  If one wonders when did these
 events take place, the answer is  ùåøåùçà éîéá éäéå, fixing the time of the events.  All
 those events which the äìéâî is about to narrate happened during the time of
 ùåøåùçà.

Secondly, úøâà is more than a tale.  It is on a higher level.  It is more than a
 descriptive chronicle recording dry facts or isolated events in a chronological order.
 úøâà at the second level contains not just a story, but a living history.  At the first
 level, that of description and observation, úøâà is just a story.  It is not history as of
 yet.  On the second level úøâéà becomes history and history is living.  úøâà at the
 higher level is not only informing but interpreting as well.     It addresses itself not
 only to the fact-prying gossip, but to the              knowledge-questing, inquisitive
 mind as well.  úøâà, even at this level, does narrate.  However, its main task is to
 explain.  It links up events, sets them up against their proper background and
 points out their fundamental pattern of development.  At this stage, úøâà is not a
 descriptive chronicle or story but interpretive history.

äøùë  ïéèåç äùìù äá ïúð íàù úøâà úàø÷ð
ì"æç  said that the Megillah is called a letter to show that it must be held together by
 at least three stitches.  Of course, the stitches symbolize the unity of the tale, the
 unfolding course of events and their interpretation.  At this level, the idea of úîà is
 linked to interpretation rather than to observation.  It is a truth achieved not just
 through careful observation but through correct thinking, profound analysis and
 thorough understanding of events, by listening to the heartbeat of history.  It is the
 kind of truth which is binding not on the witness, but on the ïééã, the judge who, in
 contrast to the ãò, is interested in the causal nexus of events, in the motivation and
 the interaction.  Truth in this context is not descriptive, not matter of fact, but
 inventive and creative.

What is  øôñ vis-a-vis úøâéà?  øôñ in contradiction to úøâà signifies certainly a book.
 However, when the àøîâ says øôñ, it has something else in mind.  It is a book
 written under the impact of Divine Inspiration, under the influence and impact of
 ùã÷ä çåø.  It is a prophetic book.  øôñ as an inspired book is not
interested in a story.  Nor is it conceived even within history.  History can be
 understood as the science of individual events, as the science of occurrences
 which took place once and then vanished.  øôñ, when part of ùã÷ä éáúë, is
 concerned not with an individual event but with universality.  Its truth is not limited
 to a single epoch or a particular set of circumstances that will hardly repeat itself.
 In øôñ, history ceases to be a science of individual, particular, single events. It
 becomes a metaphysique of a unique, general, symbolic, constant and perpetual
 law.  Events for the úøâà, for the øôñ turn into symbols.  For the chronicle, historical
 figures are the actors in the historical drama.  For the øôñ, historical figures that
 lived once upon a time become archetypes whose images are stamped time and
 again on all those who emerge in the historical arena.  øôñ tells us the perennial all-
 unique story of human destiny in general and Jewish destiny in particular.

øôñ moves events from the particular, from the transient and one-timely towards the
 universal, the steady, the omnipresent and the dynamic in the great drama of
 human destiny.  At this point, the idea of truth transcends beyond actual
 observation as well as causative interpretation.  úîà on the level of the øôñ is on the
 level of inspiration.  Truth at this stage is of a predictive nature.  To be truthful is to
 be inspired, to enjoy clairvoyance.  To be truthful is to see in every individual act the
 fingerprint of universality, in each passing phenomenon the trend of the century
 and the traces of the millennia.

øôñ sees in every individual event the recollection of the eternal, of the inevitable.  It
 sees in every happening the navigator of the elan vital of human and Jewish
 destiny.  The truth of the øôñ is not revealed  historically.  It is beheld as a vision.

In short, øúñà úìéâî as a øôñ is part of the íéøôñä øôñ, part of the ùã÷ä éáúë.  It is a
 halachic book.  As the í"áîø expressed,                                                        àéä éøä
 äô ìòáù äøåú úåëìäëå äøåú éùîåç äùîçë úîéé÷.       It is a halachic book that is replete
 with rules, principals and criticism which should guide us as human beings and as
 Jews.

*   *   *

Let us get a glimpse first of the story of øúñà úìéâî before we get involved with
 metaphysics.  The story of øúñà úìéâî tells us in a lively fashion with biting sarcasm
 about paradoxical events which were both tragic and comical at the same time.  We
 are told a story about a king who killed his beautiful and beloved young queen, quite
 possibly his bride, at the suggestion a friend ïëåîî, quite possibly ïîä, and later
 hanged his best friend, or the same friend, who in one moment succeeded in rising
 to the top of the Persian hierarchy, upon the complaint of his beautiful bride and
 queen øúñà.

It is a strange story which is both at the same time sad and funny.  It is a  story
 about a king who signed, at the spur of the moment, a decree to exterminate a
 people whose identity he did not know and to destroy a people about whom he
 simply did not make any inquiry.  A short time later he forgot the incident and
 became very indignant when øúñà told him the content of the edict.

It is a story about a commonwealth where many races lived, many languages were
 spoken, many rituals and faiths practiced.  It is a story about a pluralistic society,
 culturally and religiously, which suddenly decided to commit genocide for one
 reason only.  The people who were about to be exterminated were abiding by their
 religious statutes and laws that differed from those of other people.
Something else is puzzling and almost frightening.  It is a story about millions and
 millions of people amongst whom there were certainly countless       liberal-minded
 decent individuals who accepted the satanic, bloodthirsty, murderous royal edict
 indifferently in cold blood.  It is a story about a conspiracy of silence agreed to by
 the entire population of the great Persian empire.  No one interfered.  It was
 permissible to demonstrate in Persia.  The proof is quite obvious.  éëãøî went
 through the streets of the capital wrapped in a sackcloth, with ashes on his head,
 crying a bitter and loud cry.  éëãøî set himself at the entrance of the royal palace
 blocked by a guard.  But no one joined him.  Not a friend.  He certainly had may
 friends.  Nor strangers.  äëåáð ïùåù øéòäå  The city of ïùåù was perplexed.  Jews did
 not believe.  They refused to face reality.  The non-Jew did not care.

Moreover, the story is puzzling from another viewpoint.  There is a very strange
 coincidence.  A short time before, the entire population was invited to a celebration
 feast on the grounds of the royal palace.  Invitations were extended to everyone
 without a single exception, Jew and gentile alike, to all races and all faiths.  The
 äìéâî states äøéáä ïùåùá íéàöîðä íòä ìëå , all the people who were present in ïùåù.
 They, of course, as guests of the king, fraternized, drank toast, shook hands, and
 hugged each other.  Only a short time later the ruthless, inhuman edict was issued
 and sent hastily with the couriers to the whole population of the commonwealth
 ãáàìå âøäì ãéîùäì, to destroy, to slay and to perish all Jews, both young and old,
 man and woman, in one day.

The question arises spontaneously how it was possible that the same friends who
 just a week or two ago shook hands with each other, gave compliments to each
 other, drank together and feasted together should not raise their voice in protest.

There is a very cryptic remark in the äìéâî:                                                  íéöøä
 äëåáð ïùåù øéòäå úåúùì åáùé ïîäå êìîäå äøéáä ïùåùá äðúð úãäå êìîä øáãá íéôåçã åàöé
The post went forth in haste, and the decree was given out in ïùåù  and the king
 and ïîä  sat down to drink and the city of ïùåù  was bewildered.
The king and ïîä celebrated by feasting on wine.  What were they celebrating?
 The dignitaries of the Nazi party, too, after they had completed their work on the
 famous Wansee Conference document spelling out the Final Solution, feasted until
 dawn on beer.

There are many questions.  These same questions are applicable to a more recent
 epoch.  It is almost a replica of what the äìéâî tells us.  There is  one difference.  As
 far as the story of 2400 or 2500 years ago, it was just a conspiracy that was never
 implemented.  In our century it was not just a conspiracy.  It was a reality.    Here
 we approach a metaphysical analysis of man.
*
The answer to this riddle can be found in our philosophy of man.  Halacha has a
 dialectical approach to man.  There is a thesis and there is an antithesis.  On the
 one hand, úåãäé looked upon man with a sympathetic appreciative eye.   åäøñçúå
 åäøèòú øãäå ãåáëå  íéäìàî èòî.  Just one bit lower than the angels, and he is
 surrounded with dignity and majesty.  úåãäé has time and again expressed faith in
 man, believed in human uniqueness, in his royal status in nature, in his
 contemplative and meditative powers.  After all, úåãäé said he is the only rational
 being in the universe.

This thesis that úåãäé had a sympathetic approach to man is correct.  It can be
 proven by the fact that úåãäé has granted man complete, unrestricted, unqualified
 moral freedom.  G-d does not want to interfere with man's liberty to plot his own
 existential force.  Apparently, man is deserving of freedom.  Were man undeserving
 of freedom, he would not have received this grant, the most precious of gifts which
 G-d has bestowed upon the human being.  It has not been granted to any other
 creature.  Moral freedom according to the í"áîø is a tenet of our faith.

On the other hand, úåãäé has treated man with extreme caution and suspicion.  The
 reason for Judaic skepticism concerning man is due to our historical experience
 and long memory that have been hounding the Jews since time immemorial.  It is
 the experience and the memory of how man who is endowed with divine rationally
 may turn at a moments notice into either a non-rational or even an irrational being.
 Here úåãäé took all the extravaganza of man in stride.  úåãäé was never amazed or
 taken aback watching the latter, man, run mad.  There is, in the opinion of úåãäé, no
 element of surprise in man's abrupt change and unpredictable transformations.
 His unpredictability is a part of his humanity.  His unpredictability is predictable.
 Man is a rational being.  Quite often, however, he turns into either a non-rational or
 an irrational being.

This means that man has three alternatives, three options.  He either can be a
 rational being or he can be a non-rational being.  If he wishes, he can even become
 an irrational being.

*  *
What do these three alternatives represent, rationality, non-rationality and
 irrationality?

In order to understand exactly what is meant by non-rationality in contradiction to
 irrationality, we must inquire into the source of the three-fold schism in the human
 personality.  We may ask what causes this three-fold split, the triple conflict and
 feud within man.  What lies at the root?

The following lies at the root.  Man is a finite being.  He is burdened with finiteness
 and he is aware of it.  He is simply burdened with finiteness awareness for he
 himself experiences his finiteness.  He does not have to be told  that he is a finite,
 restricted being.  He experiences existentially and metaphysically his
 incompleteness and imperfection, his closeness to nothingness.  He knows that his
 power is restricted, his knowledge nil, his veins ebbing with age.  His years are
 numbered, successes few, frustrations many and in general his existential
 prospects are bleak.

It is a metaphysical and not a psychological awareness.  It is a part of the greater
 awareness of the I-exist awareness.  I exist as a living being.  I exist as a finite
 creature.  I exist as an imperfect and incomplete being.

This knowledge, even though it is metaphysical, finds its expression also in
 psychological experiences.  It results in man being dissatisfied with himself,
 disenchanted with the world, in being angry with everyone including himself.  It
 expresses itself in the old-fashioned restlessness of youth, in their disapproving of
 their parents and in their hating and demonstrating against authority.  This
 knowledge of finiteness finds its expression in the loneliness and desolation of the
 elderly and also in the fear of the middle-age who are about to become old.

When you investigate all of these moods, and they are passing moods but
 nonetheless real, you would not discover their causal background.  They go much
 deeper. They go back to the I-exist awareness which is both affirming and negating
 man.  I exist, yes, affirming.  At the same time, I exist as an imperfect being, as an
 incomplete being.  All those moods, we call them psychological experiences, reflect
 a fundamental awareness of man of being infinitely finite.  He therefore considers
 his existence unwarranted and unjustified.

êìîä ãåã spoke about the finite awareness, the awareness of incompleteness, of
 imperfection.  What name did he give for that awareness?  The íéìäú speaks of
 'ä êéúàø÷ íé÷îòîî, depth profundis.  He also speaks of ä-é éúàø÷ øöîä ïî.  What are
 those íé÷îòîî?  What is øöîä ïî?  What kind of straits are they?  Of course, what
 are those depths or those straits if not the experience of finiteness or metaphysical
 distress which abides in man.

*

Modern man rejects a finiteness awareness.  He does not look upon himself as if
 he were engaged in íé÷îòîî.  He does not look upon himself as if he is in narrow
 straits with all exits sealed, no one to help him to get to land or to get his freedom.
 Modern man wants to be more than he is endowed with.  He wants to outreach
 himself.  He wants to achieve vastness, boundlessness.  He resents boundaries in
 general.  He wants to dissolve the signs and to rise towards infinity.  Modern man
 cannot take defeat, neither the individual, nor the community.  Defeat is imposed
 upon a human being.  He never accepts it voluntarily.  [That is why America could
 not just get out of Vietnam.  It was not just a political statement.  It was a
 metaphysical statement.]

Modern man hates defeat.  Particularly he hates and is horrified by the prospect of
 meeting with defeat in death.  He hates death.  This welter of frustration feelings,
 anxieties and fears all revolve around finiteness of man in terms of time, about his
 frail destiny, about the absurdity of living, about the knowledge that he is headed for
 the grave which puts an end to all human inspirations and visions of commitment.

It becomes necessary for modern man to reach for some salvation, no matter how
 invalid, short-lived or deceitful.  In fact, all experiments to cure man of his
 metaphysical awareness of finiteness, of his fear of death are simply absurd
 because he never can be cured.  Modern man wants to cure himself.  He wants to
 redeem himself without appealing to G-d for redemption and salvation.

[Of course, when modern man tries to defeat death scientifically through medicine,
 this is praiseworthy.  úåãäé has always approved of scientific medicine.  úåãäé has
 never faced the problem which ìéãáäì christianity did of how one is allowed to cure
 himself.  Christianity has still not overcome this difficulty.  úåãäé has accepted
 medicine, the scientific act of healing as something natural and indispensable.  We
 are speaking now about man trying to forget about finiteness through a way of life.]

*

There are two paths open to frightened man, and man is a frightened being.
 Modern man is more frightened that man of old.  Interesting is that the point of
 departure is the same.  Yet, the paths lead to opposite objectives.  The point of
 departure is a simple one.  The finiteness awareness or as the íéìäú calls íé÷îòîî
 is inextricably intertwined with the I-awareness.  One has to pass through the light
 of the existential awareness, of the I-exist awareness in order to get to the chilling
 darkness of non-being.  If one can stay forever in the beneficent twilight of a non-
 reflective matter-of-fact being without               soul-searching, without meditating,
 without trying to equate being with knowing and without subscribing to the old idea
 that real is only one who knows himself to be real, if one could suspend or at least
 obscure the I-exist awareness, he would not have to face the fear of death or the
 finiteness awareness.

How can one suspend or at least eclipse the I-exist awareness?  When a man
 enjoys his being then he begins to think of  his opposite destiny.

The answer is at first by avoiding the moral norm which is implied in the finite  I-
 exist awareness.  In the finite I-exist awareness there is a moral norm.  My span of
 life is limited.  I am burdened with a task which I have to accomplish during that
 time.  I exist and I am duty-bound to utilize or take advantage of my existence to
 make my contribution.  There is a moral norm which is intuitively implied in the I-
 exist awareness.  I cross this world only once, and while I am on my journey
 through this world I should leave my mark and I should leave traces.  I should
 accomplish something.

If one abandons the moral norm implied in the I-exist awareness, the awareness
 will be eclipsed.  It will not be as overpowering.  How does one abandon the moral
 norm?  Simply by intoxication, by drunkenness?  Not intoxication by alcohol or
 drunkenness with whiskey, but actually by intoxicating oneself by the rapturous
 hypnotic hedonic experience.  This overpowers man and takes him out of the world
 of time, of introprospection and anticipation.  For hedonic man, time is reduced to
 one dimension, the present moment.  It results in the loss of rationality.  Hedonic
 man joins the hedonic society whose prime objective is to enjoy and not to be
 overwhelmed either by being or non-being.  The hedonic society is not-reflective,
 non-meditating, non introspective, non self-appraising or self-searching.  Hedonic
 society is more or less a democratic society in pursuit of pleasure and happiness.
 This democratic society invests in minimal government interference in private life.
 It resents control on man's unrestricted freedom and hates discipline imposed from
 above, not even by teachers.

The mother of the hedonic  society was formulated long ago.  The hippies did not
 discover anything.  How long ago?  Since the ìåáîä øåã.
åøçá øùà ìëî íéùð íäì åç÷éå äðä úáè éë íãàä úåðá úà íéäìàä éðá åàøéå
And the sons of the mighty saw the daughters of man that they are fair and they
 took them unto wives from whomever they chose.

What should be emphasized and underlined in that verse?  Of course, the      ìëî
 åøçá øùà.  This is freedom from any normative system interfering with human
 hedonism.  No authority this-worldy or transcendental may legislate how man
 should enjoy life as long as it does not infringe upon the rights of others.  In short,
 our western society is the typical representative of the aesthetic hedonic society.

The censure and the rebuke against hedonic man or society was formulated in the
 äøåú  in the tenth commandment, ãåîçú àì, thou shalt not covet, you shall not
 desire something which is beyond your reach.  One must not stretch out his hand
 for sense infinity.  Spiritual infinity is great.  Sense infinity is corrupting and
 abominable.  The äøåú did condone a pleasant and happy life, provided that
 enjoyment is bounded.  One may pursue enjoyment if he knows how and when to
 retreat and withdraw.

*
There is another society because there is another path which human beings take in
 order to escape from the finiteness awareness, to engage in illusion and in
 delusion.  The second path leads in the opposite direction.  Instead of dimming the
 I-exist awareness as hedonistic man does and surrendering to sensuous rapture of
 living, man attempts to enhance and exalt his I-exist awareness.  Man travelling
 along the second path tries to overcome the fear of finiteness through a big lie.
 You know the method of the big lie.  It was initiated by Goebbels, taken over by
 Kruschev, transmitted to Brezhnev and little by little handed over to Western
 society as well.  It is done by the  intentional magnifying and exaggerating and lying
 about human ability and power to solve both scientific and metaphysical problems
 of humanity.  It simply paints in irrational colors the eschatalogical age which will be
 bought about by man alone, through his wisdom and creative effort.

In short, man who climbs along the second path wants to defeat his anxiety
 concerning death and his finiteness through setting himself up as a deity, powerful,
 wise and creative.  The I-exist awareness expands to a larger awareness.  I exist as
 creator, as mighty ruler, legislator and final authority.  This method has been
 employed by all humanists, those humanists who would like to replace
 transcendental morality with man-made morality.  It is certainly true of the marxist
 world outlook.  To say that marxism has taken an optimistic approach to man does
 not suffice.  They not only admire but adore man.  They not only idealize man but
 they idolize man.  By setting him up as a deity a certain idolatrous code develops
 there from time to time, like the cult of Lenin or Stalin or Mao Tse Tung.  Basically,
 they try to overcome human finiteness and imperfection by idolizing themselves.

Of course, if arrogant man wants to erase his finiteness experience through   self-
 idolization he must shift his attention from the individual to the society, from the
 single person to the group, to mankind.  To idolize the individual is non-sensical.  It
 is absurd.  The latter, society, mankind, humanity is idolized and set up as the
 omnipotent deity for humanity.  No single individual, no one arrogant man can say
 that he redeems himself from bondage.  Only mankind itself can liberate itself.  The
 idol is the class, not the individual.

The individual who is idolized is the image of the class.  He is the substitute of the
 class.  He represents the class.  Through Lenin, through Mao Tse Tung and
 through Stalin the class was idolized.

This arrogant society is not pleasure seeking.  Not at all.  On the contrary, an
 ascetic streak runs through this society.  In the name of some doctrine or code,
 man-made of course, they appeal for sacrifice.  In contradiction to Western man
 who abandoned norms, they are norm conscious and             duty-oriented.  In the
 name of a doctrine and an ethical code which was legislated by man, they are out to
 conquer or destroy the world.  There is no alternative for them.  The human-made
 man is ultimate.  Every                human-formulated doctrine becomes the creed of
 an article of faith and its cogency must not be doubted.  Only a traitor will doubt the
 absolute cogency and veracity of a marxist doctrine.

In other words, arrogant man becomes a tyrant and the arrogant society which he
 establishes turns into a tyrannized society.  A tyrannized, arrogant society is bold
 and aggressive, trampling upon individual freedom and personal dignity.  The
 arrogant society scoffs at human faith in G-d and considers faith in a
 transcendental existence as human weakness.  Arrogant man is well-organized,
 disciplined.  Their undertakings are bold in design and daring in execution.

Did such a society exist in biblical times?  Of course, it was the arrogant, tyrannical
 society portrayed in ùîåç by the äâìôää øåã.  It was a very strange generation.

And they said to one another come let us make bricks and burn them thoroughly
 and they made bricks for store and slime for mortar. And they said come let us
 build the city and a tower with its top in heaven.

Are these the words spoken by fanatical, vain-glorious man of old or of some
 communist leader of today?

While hedonistic man is non-rational, arrogant man is irrational.  Why?        Non-
 rational man means simply man who cast off his rationality.  Irrational man is man
 who has a rationality but a strange one.  There is no reasonableness to non-
 rationality.  There is system, continuity and consistency to irrationality.  Non-rational
 man rejects norms.  Non-rational man is basically an agnostic.  He refuses to
 accept a transcendental norm.  However, he knows well that the norm legislated by
 him is of  no value, is relative.  Non-rational man is         non-destructive.  He is not
 satanic.  He is not diabolical.  He is simply a fool.  Non-rational, hedonistic man
 hates evil even though he lacks the instrument to check it.  There is the instrument
 to check evil.  This is the transcendental law.  By rejecting the transcendental law,
 man has lost the instrument by which he can check evil.  Arrogant man is  irrational
 because he is satanic, diabolical.  He legislates norms, defines doctrines,
 formulates articles of faith and ascribes to all those irrational things ultimate worth.

There is something else.  Irrational man may write and indeed has already written a
 code of immorality.  Immorality itself becomes a norm.  Murder may turn into a
 noble deed within the frame of reference of irrationality.  Germany is the best
 example.  Many who killed Jews, who buried Jews in the crematorium thought that
 they were actually accomplishing something, that they were conforming to and
 implementing some great moral norm.  While agnosticism is non-rational,
 metaphysical arrogance which leads to idolatry results in irrationality.  It is irrational
 because it is evil.  The äøåú abhorred arrogant man.

Who was the first arrogant man who wanted to replace G-d or to play G-d or to lay
 claim to ultimate validity of doctrine-moral norm?  This was  the serpent,  the  ùçð
 ïåîã÷ä when he told äåç,                                                                        éë íé÷ìà òãé éë
 òøå áåè éòãé íé÷ìàë íúééäå íëéðéò åç÷ôðå åðîî íëìëà íåéá.

This is evil itself.  Again, the äøåú has forbidden arrogance, metaphysical
 arrogance.  Where?  While hedonism was forbidden by the tenth commandment,
 metaphysical arrogance was forbidden by the first commandment:
êé÷ìà 'ä éëðà
éðô ìò íéøçà íéäìà êì äéäé àì

Who is the incarnation and personification of irrationality of arrogance which is evil?

It is ÷ìîò.

The äìá÷ä éîëç have explained that this means not a bedouin tribe, not a race, but
 evil.  Man-satan writes a code to kill and to oppress and to lie.  This is ÷ìîò.  And
 here something strange happens.

The äøåú has portrayed hedonistic man and arrogant man in two societies, the  øåã
 ìåáîä and next, the äâìôä øåã.  The äøåú introduces these two generations one after
 the other and portrays the transition.  As a rule, hedonistic society succumbs to
 tyrannical, arrogant society.  We could even say that hedonistic society gradually
 becomes a tyrannical, arrogant society.

Pleasure-loving man is ready prey to the hungry satanic mind.  Hedonistic man is
 too involved in himself.  All of his talents are consecrated to the goods.  His
 imagination sees only objects of his desire.  He does not see people.    Hedonic
 man lacks historical sensitivity and intuition.  He cannot behold historical vision.  He
 is much too absorbed in hedonism of the present to feel the heartbeat of history.
 He foolishly  over-employs the idea of freedom.

This happened in 1917 in Russia.  If Kerensky had acted with a little intelligence,
 the whole communist revolution would not have taken place.  He               over-
 emphasized the importance of freedom.

The non-rationalist simply lacks the courage, the vision, the power of anticipation.
 He lacks the predictive element in history.  He does not experience history since he
 lives just for the present.  Little by little his power is eroded and he is replaced by
 irrational man who is time-conscious and future-oriented.

That happened in Germany in the late twenties and the early thirties.  There was an
 over-indulgent, permissive, hedonic, drunk society.  This society tolerated, even
 promoted the rise to power of a tyrant, a madman.  This madman was not non-
 rational.  Had he been that he would not have lasted for even one day.  He was
 irrational with a peculiar demonic logic and weird thinking.  He was dedicated to an
 absolute norm of his own making, the norm of immorality.

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The same happened at the time of ùåøåùçà.

What do we see when the curtain rises in the first act of øúñà úìéâî?  A feasting,
 pleasure-loving and pleasure pursuing society.  øúñà úìéâî did not spare words in
 portraying vividly, with refined detail and sarcasm, the repugnant addiction of the
 king, princes, courtiers and servants to the incessant pursuit of satisfaction and
 pleasure.  The Megillah presents to us the hedonic society that was tired and
 exhausted because of indulgence and satiation.

While the ùã÷ä éáúë is tight-lipped about the lives of åðéáø äùî and åðéáà íäøáà, why
 does the ùã÷ä éáúë suddenly become loquacious in narrating the story of the kings
 ego, of the banquet and of the general life at court?

The answer is simple.  Only in such an extreme non-rational environment could
 irrational man-satan rise.  Only people who were pleasure-pursuing with no fixed
 norms and no ultimate validity or doctrine could tolerate a man-satan, irrational and
 diabolical, destructive and cruel.  Only a people addicted to the beautiful and
 pleasant could stand by and watch the smoke rising from the crematorium
 chimneys, climbing to heaven.

ùåøåùçà éîéá éäéå
Do you know why this bloody nonsense happened?  Because it was the era of
 ùåøåùçà, of hedonism and freedom.
äìàä íéøáãä øçà éäéå
The society of æâùòù and éâä must produce a ïîä.  It was true so many years ago.  It
 is true today as well.

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Now we shall examine the Jewish approach to the finiteness awareness.  How do
 we handle it?  We saw modern man use two different paths, an arrogant one and a
 hedonic one.  úåãäé objected to both solutions.  úåãäé asserts that the       I-
 awareness can never be cast off, suppressed or changed by man.  Man must
 abandon the hedonae as a big lie.  He must reconcile with the finiteness awareness
 and abolish all traces of spiritual gluttony.

úåãäé developed four aspects of the finite awareness.

Principal #1:  Man cannot and must not attempt to suspend the finiteness
 awareness for the latter is intrusion into the texture of the I-exist experience.
 Hence, man alone is unable to free himself of all the symptoms of that awareness,
 such as the feeling of loneliness, boredom, frustration, anguish or fear.  Science
 will never solve the metaphysical problem of man.  With all respect for
 psychiatrists, they will never heal man from the experience of íé÷îòîî or  øöîä ïî
 ä-é éúàø÷ .  We are not speaking of  psychiatric problems but of metaphysical
 problems that express themselves psychologically.  Man is certainly incapable of
 defeating death.  Salvation of man can come only from   G-d.  His compassion will
 heal man from the anxiety of being incomplete, finite and transient.  Certainly not
 fear of death nor death itself can ever be eliminated by man.  Medicine will never be
 able to turn man into an immortal being.  Of course, when there will be immortality,
 psychosomatic man will also be invalid, but only when it shall be G-d's will to do so.
 

Principle #2:  úåãäé believes that exploration of the entire universe, of the boundless
 stretches and unchartered levels of the astro-world will never be completed.  Yes,
 úåãäé has encouraged man to explore and to conquer.  The latter may explore
 limited astro-sectors in the entire solar system.  Let us say that he could even get
 out of our galaxy, but it is just a small corner in the universe.  The entire universe
 will remain an unknown mystery.  The boundless and dark spaces of the different
 galaxies will remain closed to man.  The reason for this is a simple one.  Man is
 finite and who knows what the universe is.  Finite man cannot explore infinity and
 boundlessness.

Principle #3: Man is licensed only to establish abstract relationships answering the
 how question from within without answering the why question from without.  That
 will remain a secret.  Mysterium magnum, mysterium tremendum will never be
 resolved unless G-d wills that the eschatological age commence.

Principle #4: Man cannot and must not legislate the moral norm.  Man should either
 be ready to accept morality from G-d or give up any attempt to lead a moral life,
 because imposition of a secular, finite and relative code upon society is in vain.
 The original àèç consisted of this.  íãà tried to legislate norms of good and bad and
 brought disaster upon himself and mankind.  Irrational man does it with arrogance
 as he exchanges the moral law for immorality,       ãáàìå âøäì ãéîùäì.
 

úåãäé has accepted these four major aspects of the íé÷îòîî-consciousness as
 inalterable, G-d-willed experiences of defeat.  úåãäé has spoken so beautifully of
 ïáìå úìëú.  Our úéöéö consist of two colors, ïáìå úìëú , white and blue.  The äðùî
 asks when is one supposed to read òîù and answers ïáìì úìëú ïéá øéëéùî, when he
 is able to discriminate between blue and white.  The éîìùåøé says he should just pull
 out his úéöéö and try to discriminate between the threads of blue and the white
 threads.

What is the white color?  The white color in hebrew semantics is the symbol of
 plainness, simplicity, intelligibility and familiarity.  It is clear, it is certain, it is
 doubtless, íéøäöá ùîùë, it is like the daylight coming upon us from the heavens.

What does the úìëú color represent in úåãäé?

íéì äîåã úìëú.  The blue color is reminiscent of the immense vastness of the sea.
òé÷øì äîåã íé.  The sea reflects the blueness of the sky.
ãåáëä àñëì äîåã òé÷øå.  And the sky, the heavens reflect the glory of the Celestial
 throne, of the Transcendental ò"ùáø.

What does the àøîâ mean to express?  The úìëú color reflects distance,
 remoteness, beyond reach, the vast expanse of the sea and boundless astro
 distances.  It reflects the impenetrable mystery enveloping the destiny of man.  The
 tremor and fear inspired by the incurring from time to time of the transcendental
 into our lives.  It happens quite often.  úåãäé warns man not to be too sure of
 himself.  Not to be overconfident.  Not to be oversophisticated and too clever.

There are the intelligent sectors of reality which are flooded with white dazzling
 light.  Everything in those sectors is clear, understandable, intimate and secure.  In
 those sectors one enjoys warmth and sweetness.  However, there are sectors
 enveloped in the dark blue, of the mysterious evening sky where man feels like a
 homeless wanderer who just happened to cross into a strange foreboding territory.
 The transition from one sector to another is quick, sudden and abrupt.  How was it
 in äøéáä ïùåù?  A day before, they feasted, Jew and gentile, counts and éøáò ùéà
 together drank toast and hugged each other.  In a matter of hours, a decree was
 sent out with the couriers ãáàìå âøäì ãéîùäì, to destroy, to slay and to kill.

úåãäé said  the American philosophy of pursuit of happiness contradicts the Jewish
 awareness.  Finiteness awareness in úåãäé expresses itself in  insecurity vis-a-vis
 the future because man is a being who lives in time, he does not live  only in the
 present moment.  The present moment is only a link.  He remembers the past and
 anticipates the future.  He feels a nostalgia for the past.  It is a devastating
 nostalgia.  He could have accomplished many things and he did not.  It is a
 nostalgia for sanctity that was within his reach of which he did not take advantage.
 éì äàøð 'ä ÷åçøî.  One begins to appreciate G-d when he is at a distance from Him.
 Remote.  When G-d is very close, hedonistic man does not appreciate Him.
 Nostalgia is a part of the human íé÷îòîî.

Then there is insecurity about the future.  Only fools can speak of security.  One
 can say that now he can move his index finger.  Whether he will be able to move it
 five minutes from now, G-d knows, he does not know.  Every morning when man
 wakes up and stands on his feet, it resembles íéúîä úéçú, because unconscious
 man regains his consciousness.  The miracle of íéúîä úéçú according to ì"æç
 occurs every morning when sleeping man, unconscious man wakes up and gains
 his awareness.

Man's insecurity lies at the very root of prayer.  Without man's insecurity there
 would be no prayer.  The latter is the response to human insecurity stemming from
 the íé÷îòîî awareness.  Prayer bears witness to the unalterable fact that man is
 always in need.  úåãäé emphasizes the petitious aspect of äìôú.  The prologue and
 epilogue are only of secondary importance.  The act of praying is a religious
 response to need, to the experience of äøö, of distress, existential straits,
 narrowness, when man feels pressed and defeated.  Many passages in the äøåú
 will confirm that the link of äøö with äìôú.

äåàð êéàøîå áøò êìå÷ éë êìå÷ úà éðòéîùä êéàøî úà éðéàøä äâøãîä øúñá òìñä éåâçá éúðåé
 My dove in the clefts of the rock, in the hidden part of the step, let me see your
 appearance, let me hear your voice, for your voice is sweet and your appearance
 beautiful.

When then is prayer meaningful?  When it dawns upon man, and modern man is
 too foolish and is not conscious of it, that his situation is a tragic one, that he is
 utterly defeated, that there is no one to help him but G-d.  Prayer and crisis are
 inextricably linked up.  Of course, the question arises immediately, if the crisis
 awareness is indispensable for prayer, how can prayer be recited daily at times of
 peace and prosperity and success?  How can we say àôøðå 'ä åðàôø?  If just this
 morning he came from the doctor and he gave him a thorough    check-up and gave
 him a clean bill of health, what meaning does åðàôø have?  What meaning does  êøá
 åðéìò have if he has a rich bank account?  Does it have meaning or does it not have
 any meaning?

Apparently it has meaning.  The insecurity of man.  Now he is healthy.  How he will
 feel the next morning he does not know.  There is future and present linked up.
 The finiteness awareness of man lies at the root of the idea of prayer, the finiteness
 awareness of 'ä êéúàø÷ íé÷îòîî and øöîä ïî.

However, prayer in úåãäé is not just a recital.  It is a world outlook and a way of life.
 The halachic term for äìôú is áìáù äãåáò.  You must work to translate prayer into
 your daily life, into your being.

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What is the way of life of prayer?

Prayer signifies a consecrated life.  úåãäé believes that man is not cast into this
 world in vain.  He is burdened with an assignment.  Each man, in the opinion of
 úåãäé is anointed by the A-lmighty to contribute something to redemption, to a great
 redemption.  In other words, a drop of the holy oil, äçùîä ïîù, was placed on every
 Jew.  He is called to participate in the great march of generations who have been
 blazing the trail for the çéùîä êìî since the dawn of our history.  Each Jew is the
 herald, the harbinger of the çéùîä êìî.  Each Jew is a çéùîä êìî in miniature
 because he blazes the trail for the great çéùîä êìî.  Each Jew has a messianic
 assignment.  And each Jew should think I was born for one purpose only, to serve
 G-d.  This is the prayerful way of thinking.

ùåã÷ éåâå íéðäë úëìîî éì åéäú íúàå

There are two kinds of service.  One service is the continuous one.  Life itself is a
 service to ä"á÷ä.  If man knows how to live, if man knows how to plot his course, if
 man knows how to  respond to experiences, if man knows how to pray and how to
 treat his fellow man, this itself is a service.

There is another service.  A one-time service in time of emergency, when a special
 urgent appeal addressed by G-d to man reaches him.

Such an appeal was addressed to øúñà.  It was one-timely.  It was in a crisis, in an
 emergency situation.  It was an appeal addressed to øúñà.                         ìà àåáì
 äîò ìò åéðôìî ù÷áìå åì ïðçúäì êìîä

Such a petition is submitted to each individual once in a lifetime.  A service for
 which only he, the individual to whom the appeal was addressed, is capable of
 rendering.  No one else can do the job which the äçâùä has assigned to him.  The
 service assigned to øúñà was of a singular nature.  øúñà was born and made
 queen in order that she perform the service which took her only a few hours to
 fulfill.

úåëìîì úòâä úàæë úòì íà òãåé éîå
Who knows if you did not come to the royal estate just for such a time.

Who knows if you had not been born for that purpose.  The time has come.   And
 øúñà responded.

This is one prayerful aspect of life.

There is a second aspect.  A life of service is ipso facto a courageous one.   úåãäé
 wants of us to lead a heroic life, courageously and with fortitude.  úåãäé had
 contempt for mercantile logic, the logic of a businessman.  The businessman logic,
 the pragmatic utilitarian logic  is too astute and too cautious.  It tells man that he
 must not begin unless he knows for sure that he is able to succeed.  Courageous
 life or heroic action is fundamentally motivated not by pragmatic, mercantile, logical
 reasoning but is inspired rather by intuitive insight, by spiritual perceptions which
 are beyond the reach of  formal logical analysis.

As a matter of fact, and this is true of all men, the most important decisions in one's
 life are reached through intuitive judgement rather than through logical reasoning.
 The Jew of old defying ïîä and the Jew of today, who has to do the same job to
 defy not only one ïîä but the entire world, is not guided by       self-serving
 influences, because were he guided by those influences, he would never dare
 confront and defy the world.  Had he inquired of the strict pragmatists, he would
 received an answer in the negative.  From the logical, rational viewpoint these type
 of confrontations are simply suicidal.  éëãøî's defiance of ïîä was suicidal.  øúñà's
 risking her life was logically unwarranted.  She did it as ì"æç said:
úåëìî øúñà ùáìúå éùéìùä íåéá  The spirit of G-d descended upon her.  She was
 inspired.
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In conclusion, a heroic life means a sacrificial life.  The highest form of sacrifice by
 a human being is not only to give his life.  The highest form of sacrifice the way
 úåãäé understood it is his readiness to leave the stage after he has played his part
 assigned to him and vanish in anonymity.  More than a person wants to live, a
 person wants to be remembered.  Remembered by individuals, remembered by
 society, remembered that he accomplished something.  This quest for not being
 forgotten is very powerful.
A poor woman once brought money to have her name placed on the memorial
 tablet of Yeshiva.  The charge was a hundred dollars for a plaque.  She came with
 trembling hands.  It was at the time of the depression and this was the last of her
 savings.  She was asked why she was giving the money if she could not afford it?

She answered, ïòñòâøô èéð øéî ïòìòåå ééæ æà ìéåå êéà ,éáø .
I want to be remembered.  Once I die, I know that my children will never remember
 me.  They will never come to shul to say øåëæé.  Perhaps the Yeshiva will remember
 me once in a while.  This is not just the mentality of a primitive illiterate woman, but
 a very honest and sincere woman.

It is the mentality as that of western man.  When Johnson accepted the        vice-
 presidency offered by Kennedy, it was a disgraceful acceptance.  A journalist
 asked him why he accepted it.  After all, he was the majority leader of the Senate.
 He wielded so much power and influence and commanded so much respect in the
 White House.  As vice-president he would just be an errand boy for the president.

He answered, yes, but history will devote two more lines to the vice-president than
 to the majority leader of the senate.  Power at present means nothing.  I will be
 remembered.

Johnson was not a metaphysician nor a philosopher nor a man of exceptional
 spiritual perceptions.

úåãäé demands of man anonymity.

There are many who studied àøîâ.   You ask who the àî÷ àðú is?  Who is the  àðú
 àøúá?  ïðáø åðú.  Who are the ïðáø?    Why was the record of the àúééøá so stingy
 and tight-lipped in enumerating their names.  It is not just a coincidence.  It is not
 laziness or neglect on the part of our ì"æç.  It is a method.  It is a policy.  The
 greatest of all sacrifices a Jew brings is when he is ready to slip into oblivion in the
 shadows of anonymity.

The hedonistic society as well as the tyrannical arrogant society attempt to
 overcome human finiteness, the íé÷îòîî awareness, by substituting public memory
 for metaphysical immortality.

úåãäé did not accept it.  On the contrary, it considered the quest for having ones
 name recorded in history as sheer vanity.  The individual as such can never
 become a historical figure.  Only the covenental community is perpetuated by
 history and has claim on historical immortality.  The service rendered to the
 community is recorded.  The private life of the individual is never recorded.  The
 very moment the service is completed, history is not concerned with him anymore.

How many facts did the äøåú record pertaining to the lives of the úåáà or åðéáø äùî?
 Those periods were recorded which were directly intertwined with the service they
 rendered to the covenental community.  There is never a complete biography.  Only
 fragments are related that tell us about the sacrificial surrender of the individual to
 ä"á÷ä, of those who echoed the great word of éððä which ringed to endless spaces.
 I am ready to serve.  Nothing else but the éððä was recorded.

What do we know about the personal lives of the Vilna Gaon, about the Bais
 HaLevi , R' Itzeleh, Rav Chaim, Rav Moshe?  Just single episodes.  They never
 confided.  They never reminisced.  Their lives were private affairs.  Private
 experiences.  Whatever happened was between them and G-d.  It is an aspect of
 anonymity.

G-d requires of man the highest of all sacrifices, genuine anonymity.  G-d hates
 glamour and certainly vain glory.  The actor appears on stage for a short while,
 plays his or her part humbly and disappears immediately without receiving
 applause.  Man stands in the limelight as long as he is the çéùî, anointed and
 consecrated to the covenental community.  The very moment he finishes his job,
 the light are dimmed or rather extinguished.

What does the äìéâî tell us about éãåäéä éëãøî or äëìîä øúñà?  What does the äìéâî
 tell us about äëìîä øúñà's life following the ïîä episode?   She lived for many more
 years.  The äìéâî does not mention a word.  The story finishes and she removes
 herself from the stage.

What do we know about éãåäéä éëãøî?  Nothing.  We know,
 éøáã øôñ ìò íéáåúë íä àåìä êìîä åìãâ øùà éëãøî úìãâ úùøôå åúøåáâå åô÷ú äùòî ìëå
ñøôå éãî éëìîì íéîéä

Go ahead and find them and read the story.  One episode and a very short one of
 their lives was recorded.  The rest is anonymous.

This is exactly what äëéî said:

êé÷ìà íò úëì òðöäå ãñç úáäàå èôùî úåùò íà éë êîî ùøåã 'ä äîå áåè äî íãà êì ãéâä
It is told to you, man, what is good and what does G-d require of you, only to do
 justice and lovingkindness and to walk humbly with your G-d.

We must underline one word HUMBLY, and this is our answer to the íé÷îòîî.

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